I woke up this morning
Despair, and loneliness quickly took over my will
My body ached and my eyes wept for no reason
I couldn't think straight
My vision was blurred
My muscles were weak
I didn't care about anything or anybody
I didn't care if I lived or die
I just wanted it all to end
Day after day I wondered why me.....
My ladylove was gone
My money was gone
My Job was gone
My so-called friends were gone
My home was a total wreck
My phone constantly ring from people who only wanted something from me I no longer had to give
My room was cluttered with bills
My medicine cabinet was full of happy pills
Thinking of either one, just gave me the chills
Then you came to my door and saved me
All I had to do was get down on my knees and ask for your forgiveness for being wrong
Ask your forgiveness for all the harm I had done
Ask for your strength to do right
Ask for your strength to live right
Ask for your strength to be the man, you made me to be
When I think about all the time I wasted in my life
Looking in all the wrong places for my salvation
All I had to do was get on my knees, and ask you

Wet
Warm cold chills
Exciting thrilling
Exuberant, refreshing
Love

Oddquain is a short, usually unrhymed poem consisting of seventeen syllables distributed 
1, 3, 5, 7, 1 in five lines.

H-u-s-h, is the only thing my mind hears
As I lay naked on the bed
Laying flat on my back
In my dark room
Only the light of a small candle
Sitting on the night stand
Emerges any light into the room.
My curtains are up
But like me
The moon has taken the night off
Shinning only enough
To let you know it's still care
I'm not dreaming
Nor am I awake
I'm not sleeping
But my mind is not thinking
I just lay in a hush
My mind
My body
The spirit of my soul
Out of the darkness
Her touch appears
Soft
Like it was caressing a baby's skin
Gentle
Like I would break
Tender
With the touch of love
Slowly it cross my chest
Stopping to rub the small patch
Of coarse hair laying in its path
Whisper soft it travels across my body
Each time it runs into an obstacle it stops
And lingers
First bump is a nipple..
A slow
Circling touch
A soothing touch
An enlightening touch
A touch that says I love only you
Upward it softly plights
Lingering on my neck
Then proceeding to my lips
A soothing tickle appears
My mouth opens
To let the tingling touch
Run over the soft tissues
Inside my lips
Now her touch moves toward my nose
The feel doesn't tingle
But its sharper
While still soothing
The soothing sensation seems to go straight
To the middle of my brain
Still moving upward
It lingers under my eyelids
Brushing them slightly
The feeling is even sharper than the feeling at my nose
But it's done with such a soft touch
It also soothes me
Again the touch moves upward
It liners at my eyebrows
Then cross back and forth
Across my forehead
Stopping each time at my temples
Soothing them with its touch
Her touch takes a slow
Down word path
Down my arms
The plunge seem to take forever
As warm sensations follows
Her touch
After rubbing the daily toll out my hands
Her touch falls upon my stomach
It plays with the deep dish it finds
In the middle of my stomach
After satisfying it's playfulness
Her touch ease down slowly
Cupping, caressing
Softly squeezing
My scrotum
It was a loving touch
A pleasurable touch
After giving my thighs
Legs and feet
Soothing touches
She nudges me over unto my stomach
Her touch walks across my back
At first it felt like a low volt of electricity was going through me
But as she rub the knotted muscles in my back
It succumbs to her touch
Smoothing out until
It left a flat trail for her touch to follow
Again a tingle feeling runs down my body
As her touch slowly walks across the back of my neck
But my mind state was still in a hush
Her touch moved slowly down my back
So slow my mind could visualize every part
Of my body she was touching
I could visualize her touch gliding down my lower back
Then up my buttons
Like it was following a round mountain hill
Once at the top
It slide down ever so slow
So slow it sent my mind into a dead hush
When I awaken I was on my side
Her touch rested in the middle of my chest
Her body curled into mine as one
A deep breath
A long quiet blow of air crosses the nightstand
The candle goes into a hush

Day One

As men, why don't we realize
we don't have to have everything that shines in front of our eyes
Even though on the dance floor she held you tight
and grind on you with all her might
One moment of lust is not worth losing a love of a life time
and forever have that smell on us like spoiled wine
It's not worth being alone
losing our home
and the reality of it all
she's really gone
after we stumble and fall
It's not worth losing all your small love ones respect
as their mother tell them why you have become a reject
How the daddy of their dreams
is not the man that he seems
He has become nothing more
than an everyday common whore
As men, our ego's soar
while our manhood jump up and roar
Then we hope we don't get caught
after getting what we thought we sought
But when things go wrong
and they don't buy that same old lame song
We just crash dive into the dirt
and hope, we don't get hurt
After finding that our quick lust
was nothing but a bust
leaving us with nothing but an empty hole in the gut
Now it's to late to wipe off the harmful dust
Since I've been caught, my whole life sucks

Day Two

I'm clueless without a thought
Now, I'm going through the coulda, woulda, shoulda thoughts
I coulda just said, I have a lady
and walked away
I woulda, not listen to my little friend
and not strayed
I shoulda kept it at home
where it belonged
Now, I'm watching you shed hurtful tears
which was my very worst fear
as I stand here watching my shame tear our hearts apart

Day Three

Now I'm living in solitude
because I didn't have enough love gratitude
I beg you, please don't leave
just give me a chance to right this please
I know I have done you wrong
and now you really want me gone
It was just a silly man game with a hoe
but I always figured what you didn't know
Now I'm paying with the, I lost her blues
I guess I should had put myself in your shoes
Instead of taking the advantage of the love you gave
Now my marriage I'm trying to save

Day Four

Now what do I do now that your love is gone
and I'm sitting in my new empty apartment all alone
Why did the lover in me stray
How could I hurt you in such a meaningless way
I do love you, but I don't have an excuse for why I strayed
Even knowing that, never would I be able to find the love, you gave my way

Day Five

Outside the sun shines brightly
but I don't see it because my eyes are blind with despair
I sit alone in my dark despair, thinking of only you
and ten years of blissful love gone
because of ten minutes of my selfish-desire

Day Six

People say love hurts, but the pain of losing your love
has hurt me more than anything my mind could ever imagine
Every muscle
every bone
every fiber of my being ache, with your love withdrawn
My eyes want to cry tears, but my tears run dry
I cry only dry tears of despair all alone in the dark
as my soul weeps tears of affliction

Day Seven

I'm humbled
ashamed and cold without your love
without your being
your soft caress
your soft kisses on my neck
I pray every second of every day for your forgiveness
hoping
one day
you will forgive the lover in me
But for Now
all I have in my life Is a slim hope of light
A future that looks doomed with sadness
which Just the other day, was full of love gladness
Vengeance is mine says the Lord
but he never had to deal with a woman scorned.

To love
To have
To hold
To know
To heal
To feel
To deal and wheel
To talk with
To walk with
To run with
To have fun with

To cry with
To cry for her joy
To cry in laughter with
To cry with in our gladness
To cry with because of her sadness
To cry for because of her sweet innocent love

Her laugh
Her wisdom
Her strength
Her acceptance
Her accomplishments
Her innocence
Her affection
Her protection
Her boldness
Her ability to scold
Her softness to hold
Her unadulterated love

She accepts your likes
She accepts your dislikes
She accepts the way you look
She accepts the way you laugh
She accepts the way you love
She accepts your being

knows when to walk behind
knows when to take the lead
knows when to walk beside

A look so soft makes your eyes bleed
A touch so soft it heals all needs
Goes through life like a well oiled machine
Gives out love with out greed
Much more love than I'll ever need

Tasteful
Faithful
Brother
Mother
Father
Sister
Baby sitter
Chauffeur
Doctor
Lawyer
Nurse
Lover
A freak
Way too neat
The love of my life
My Best Friend
My Wife