Day One

As men, why don't we realize
we don't have to have everything that shines in front of our eyes
Even though on the dance floor she held you tight
and grind on you with all her might
One moment of lust is not worth losing a love of a life time
and forever have that smell on us like spoiled wine
It's not worth being alone
losing our home
and the reality of it all
she's really gone
after we stumble and fall
It's not worth losing all your small love ones respect
as their mother tell them why you have become a reject
How the daddy of their dreams
is not the man that he seems
He has become nothing more
than an everyday common whore
As men, our ego's soar
while our manhood jump up and roar
Then we hope we don't get caught
after getting what we thought we sought
But when things go wrong
and they don't buy that same old lame song
We just crash dive into the dirt
and hope, we don't get hurt
After finding that our quick lust
was nothing but a bust
leaving us with nothing but an empty hole in the gut
Now it's to late to wipe off the harmful dust
Since I've been caught, my whole life sucks

Day Two

I'm clueless without a thought
Now, I'm going through the coulda, woulda, shoulda thoughts
I coulda just said, I have a lady
and walked away
I woulda, not listen to my little friend
and not strayed
I shoulda kept it at home
where it belonged
Now, I'm watching you shed hurtful tears
which was my very worst fear
as I stand here watching my shame tear our hearts apart

Day Three

Now I'm living in solitude
because I didn't have enough love gratitude
I beg you, please don't leave
just give me a chance to right this please
I know I have done you wrong
and now you really want me gone
It was just a silly man game with a hoe
but I always figured what you didn't know
Now I'm paying with the, I lost her blues
I guess I should had put myself in your shoes
Instead of taking the advantage of the love you gave
Now my marriage I'm trying to save

Day Four

Now what do I do now that your love is gone
and I'm sitting in my new empty apartment all alone
Why did the lover in me stray
How could I hurt you in such a meaningless way
I do love you, but I don't have an excuse for why I strayed
Even knowing that, never would I be able to find the love, you gave my way

Day Five

Outside the sun shines brightly
but I don't see it because my eyes are blind with despair
I sit alone in my dark despair, thinking of only you
and ten years of blissful love gone
because of ten minutes of my selfish-desire

Day Six

People say love hurts, but the pain of losing your love
has hurt me more than anything my mind could ever imagine
Every muscle
every bone
every fiber of my being ache, with your love withdrawn
My eyes want to cry tears, but my tears run dry
I cry only dry tears of despair all alone in the dark
as my soul weeps tears of affliction

Day Seven

I'm humbled
ashamed and cold without your love
without your being
your soft caress
your soft kisses on my neck
I pray every second of every day for your forgiveness
hoping
one day
you will forgive the lover in me
But for Now
all I have in my life Is a slim hope of light
A future that looks doomed with sadness
which Just the other day, was full of love gladness
Vengeance is mine says the Lord
but he never had to deal with a woman scorned.